back i think.....

So many things happening to me in rapid succession that my mind refuses to cope up. i wonder how anyone can feel sad, happy n guilty at the same time...

Its raining cameras

Could i be any happier?

First the canon DSLR
and now the Yashica


M sooooooo happpy....

My recent application for a job i knew i had no chance of getting....

hello!


Let me start this application by saying that i do not particularly have much training , practically no experience and absolutely no qualification to apply for whatever posts you had called for but reading your advertisement on the paper I realised that i do fit some of the qualifications...applying now for your Ad dated 12/7 helps me clear the first criteria me thinks. Fussy?Moody? Your welcome to have a chat with my familyand the numerous people who are acquainted with me...It's obvious am crazy too .Totally crazy to be typing this mail to you.

Now the most important part. As much as i try to be modest, i just cant help telling you that i am hopelessly creative... My test papers in school n college stand testimony to that. The fact that am paranoid n schizophrenic helps a lot too. I have this constant friend to chat n debate with.have to say it does help one a lot-CREATIVELY i mean.


I am not too sure if you'd be interested in the degrees i have accumulated over the years...but if you are interested do mail me...


Take care and have a nice day.....


Love


Nithya

Why cant people be what they claim to be?

Ive always noticed that people who claim their undying love for you are the ones who you cannot trust to do the smallest of things that doesnt warrant too much love. It is funny to listen to them talking and exagerating. The trick is pretend to belive and have a good laugh about it later.
The self proclaimed "saints" are the most disappointing....

toll gates, exorbitant rates, lotsa anger and much more....

I drive down the ECR pretty often and everytime i take the road i pay a toll of Rs 85 Recently i went to yealgiri where i passed three toll plazas and ended up paying Rs 145 and at each toll i was told that the pass that they give would do good for the whole distance... I was cheated and i dont even know if i can complain against this...
and then happens today, i take the OMR and end up paying Rs 30. What was painful was the fact that i hardly did 50 mts beyond the toll.

We pay road tax, vehicle tax and a plethora of other taxes...and we still pay to use these roads. As always private public partnership always works to the favor of the private company. The loser is always the tax payer who ends up paying toll for 15 odd years till the next company comes up and relays the road.
The government comes up with these skewed policies and theres pretty much nothing we can do about it. Sad.
I curse, make faces, take my own time paying...small useless protests against something i cannot change.

A brush with the past

Not all memories are good.
You want to forget some and you want to cherish some.
Flashbacks atleast for me are painful and as much as one tries to forget and move on, it jus stays.
There have been so many people ive unjustly wronged, hated, been indifferent to...
i think of it at times. Am ashamed. I apologise. I feel better.

As much as i hate to revisit my past, i do so at times, to see if ive changed over the years, if ive become any better... Selfish me...

All the introspection and the subsequent guilt happens when am totally jobless. So i tell myself go do something.and am off...

Sometimes its just much nicer being a pain than being nice....

am a girl+guy and am a closet gay

From CHITHRA PAULINE (coz I can't be bothered with adding this guy+girl as a friend and hence am unable to comment directly from my account)..I don't see the need for u to get abusive Nithya. For you to be so passionate about it, either you are his+her mouth-piece or you must be gay yourself. If you are gay, you really shouldn't be ashamed of it now because it's the 21st century!
the above comment was in reply to my rather emotional outburst on facebook. i called this homophobic a sanctimonious $%*&$$ and this is what i get.

Robin Stephen at 6:34pm July 3
If it hadn't pricked you so much, you would had at least not have deleted my sermons. I am glad for it.
I wont say any more, But, At least read the bible and check if you have evolved or dissolved?
And remember, I am not a preacher, just a trying brother :)

Mal 3:5 And I will come near you for judgment; I will be a swift witness Against sorcerers, Against adulterers, Against perjurers, .... Because they do not fear Me," Says the LORD of hosts.

Rom 2:5 But because of your stubbornness and your unrepentant heart, you are storing up wrath against yourself for the day of God's wrath, when his righteous judgment will be revealed.

It may sound harsh, but its my duty to warn you and your friends... Sorry!!

No laws are gonna help unless people change...

Hectic two weeks

been travelling a lot. Pondy, nagercoil, Pondy, cheyyar, yelagiri, vaniyambadi...HECTIC.

Section 377 amended, overthrown

The Delhi high court has passed a historic judgement legalising homosexulaity in the country.
One wonders why it took so long. How can anyone be judged? and on what basis? It is so unfair and cruel to discriminate another person coz of our percieved "DIFFERENCE" n indoctrination.

To hell with the religious nuts, the "moralists"... unnatural is what they claim it to be. I do not really know who came up with this concept. Homophobia is hypocrisy at its best. Especially in India.

Will this ruling help people get out of the closet?
i dont think so. We are the culturally superior things which gives us a liscence to hate.

HATE ON.

I am happy with the ruling.
And i hope we can stop moralizing n judging.
I wish. I wish a lot....

Trapped....